I Hope Nothing Will Change Between Us

Hm Izfar, you think that we always be together sayang? and do you always think that we be fall apart? I'll always think that i will go my way and  you will go your way. The time we always be together and having fun together it will not be the same, We can`t hangout always like old days hm Do you have think about that haa Izfar? Like Bruno Mars said  There be no sun light if i lose you and there be clear sky if i lose you baby, Just like the cloud my eyes will do the same if you walk away everything it will rain. Hoping nothing bad will happen with our relationship hmm I got nothing to write, the thing i only can do is cry.

I Become Confused

Hm when i read all that Hasnaa i.m to me, i just felt confused. I love them and it just make me want to cry went i read what they have wrote. Isn`t im the one that misunderstanding? Even izfaar said the same thing. What should i do? Oh God please help me, im seriously need some help right now.

I miss the old you sayang

Why this lately, you`re change? You always get mad for the thing that`s not so serious, and i did`nt see my Izfar. Izfar that always make me laugh and always said I Love You went we were on the phone, where is all that? Izfar  i`m so sorry about 9 Jan 2012. I really want to spend time with you but why you did`nt follow us to Sunway? You just left me and i`m so worried did you that? You broke my heart badly that time because before this i`m never been left like that. Hm i just feel that you did`nt love me anymore, like you always love me same like old time. I want my old puffytuffy back I really miss him

Aku Sayang Kau Buncit

Mohammad Izfar  haha mamat ini dh Buncit dah, Eh kau buncit or rambut macam perempuan pun aku tak kesah lah yang penting aku sayang kau. Aku punya rasa sayang dekat kau memang lain macam, aku kalau tak contact kau sehari pun aku dah mula rindukan kau. Everynight kita borak sikit pun tak pernah aku rasa bosan walaupun tak ade topic nak cakapkan? but dah nak masuk setahun aku couple dengan kau still aku memang tak pernah rasa bosan dengan kau, dengan sikap kau yang terlalu aneh ini. Aku memang harapkan hubungan kita panjang, susah senang kita aku selesaikan bersama and aku tetap berada disisi kau bila kau perlukan aku sayang.

New Hair Baby

Goossh new hair, it`s take a long time to done and expensive but is worth it. I love my new hair and i have to take a good care of my hair :) Is not easier like my old hair so i hope this hair is perfectly for me

Stop is Enough!

Stop okay, aku dah malas nak fikirkan pasal itu lagi. So jangan buat aku asyik fikirkan malas ni, akuk still kawan dengan you girls but aku susah nak anggap macam dulu, aku memang dah maafkan and please jangan timbulkan lagi masalah ni okay? And another thing, jangan lah nak tuduhkan semua benda ini dekat Acap. Dia tak bersalah pun, dia dah bagithu ape yang perlu aku tahu but aku still sakit hati asal korang je tak bagithu dekat aku? Perlu ke cerita dekat dia dulu, aku dah balik Kl baru korang nak bagitahu semua benda ini? Hm aku pun dah tak tahu nak cakap ape lagi, so we can be friend okay but not as the old day

Aku harap kau takkan lupakan saat yang kita nantikan

Yeaah macam tajuk di atas, memang aku mengharapkan yang kau takkan lupakan saat yang aku nantikan. Kalau saat itu lah kau lupakan, aku rasa aku akan sakit hati gile pada hari yang paling istimewa bagi aku. Bagi kau aku tak tahu lah istimewa ke tak tht day, memang aku mengharapkan. Sebab aku tak pernah merasakan  saat itu and aku nak merasakan dengan kau. Kau je lah orang yang aku sayang sangat sangat, walaupun aku ade buat banyak silap thn susah nak sesuaikan diri aku supaya kau tak cepat menyampah dengan aku. Aku tahu aku tak lah secantik perempuan yang kau inginkan and aku bukan perempuan kau mahukan, tetapi aku cuba nak sesuaikan untuk kau. Aku harap sangt yang aku akan kekal dengan kau and aku takkan sakitkan hati kau thn kau takkan sakitkan hati aku. Muhammad Izfar You`re my only exception sayang

It just make me hurt went i know the real thing

yeeah its been for 2 year i be your friend but for sudden i know tht you girls, don`t want to be friend with just because of my attitude. I know my attitude is getting worse went i have a relationship Muhammad Izfar, he just change me to be brave and to try a new thing. Yeah i know the new thing tht i try is a bad thing, but i never ask you all to tried it. I never thing about tht at all, if you don`t want to be friend with me just because of tht i have nothing to say because it so hurt my feeling went i knew tht my friend tht i love and believe just forced been friend with me. Please don`t break my heart again, i don`t to cry just because of this. If you can`t stand with my attitude just say it, don`t need to keep it a secret it won`t help anything. If you didn`t like Izfar is fine but still i love him, and i will change myself to been a good person and i change my identiti. You see girls!

Penangguh ke aku ni?

Haaaih bila lh aku nk dpt keje ni? aku dh bosan duduk rumah, adik aku pun dh nk start sch than aku ni asyik berlemakan badan dlm rumah je. Nak cari keje mmg vacancy dh banyak but masalahnya pulak transport pulak lah tk ade, heeish bila aku nk ambik lesen ni? kalau dh ade lesen senang lah sikit aku nk keluar and pergi kerja nanti tak ada lah aku nak menyusahkan parents aku je, Abah kakak nak lesen cepat! dah bosan asyik duduk ruamh ni, nanti boleh jadi pucat kalau berperuk dalam rumah je. Aku nak berdikari sendiri pun susah bapak aku still anggap yang aku ni kecik lagi, bila lah dia nak fikirkan yang aku ni dah besar. Aku nak balik malam pun tak boleh, susah lah macam ni. Yeaaah aku tahu aku pernah buat perangai dulu but takkan lah still nak anggapkan yang aku akan buat benda yang sama, aku dah berubah! aku dah malas nak buat semua itu. Aku harap sangat satu hari nanti aku dapat semua yang aku inginkan dan semuanya akan berjalan dengan lancar. Amin